I trust you had a great Easter weekend, I did. I did fu£K all Easter Monday, it could have been Christmas. I mean nothing. No work, although I find it difficult to call what I do work. No reading, writing, listening to podcasts, studying or working out, I have even had an Easter Egg. Musical Youth were number one in the charts with Pass The Dutchie, the last time I recall having one. I just ate shit, watched Basketball, Boxing and napped. I did manage to shower. I was thinking I could get use to this shit. Starmix Harribos, Walkers Pawn Cocktail Crisps, I was ballin.
I struggle to relax. I realise it’s vital that I do. I allow for cheat days and the odd film, but I work every day. With that said I really enjoyed my Monday, I allowed myself to completely shut down and not feel guilty for doing so. Cows are meant to graze all day, we’re not. My vision for the Deckhead imprint is compelling but my energy needs to be measured. Yes the difficult work needs to be done but so does rest.
If you get tired learn to rest. Not to quit.